liveblogging
It's 4:54am and I've been restless for about an hour. Completed today's Wordle + Connections puzzles already, and I saw that my bf did them at 1am (because he always texts me lol). I'm at his house right now, so it's extra funny that we've been taking turns being insomniacs.
I scrolled headlines on the Apple News and AP news apps and then the Most recent tab in the Bear Discovery feed. I'm having a hard time with "Most recent" and "Discovery feed" because I don't know if I should capitalize the first letter of the second word in both instances even though I'm copying how they're originally formatted.
It's 4:59 now and my boyfriend's alarm just went off. I wonder if he will think it's weird that I'm sitting in the dark on the couch with my backlit iPad keyboard. No, he's going to the bathroom, I am safe in my weirdness for now.
Sometimes in my private journal I will write about how I don't know what to write about because the act of writing will ignite other memories and I'll write about those two and wonder if I was just lying about not having anything to write, that I'm just lazy. I also prevent myself from rereading anything so that I am not tempted to edit. I am doing that in this paragraph right now. I was rereading the above paragraphs and did some light editing, which feels like an appropriate thing to do on a blog because it is public and other people read it and it seems cruel to subject them to sloppiness. But this paragraph is sloppy and I'm sorry if you made it this far. Why are you still reading this anyway. This is my private journal now and it's an intrusion. Please respect my privacy.
edited (at 5:05am): I made the mistake of rereading that last part and see that I wrote "two" instead of "too." That sort of thing used to happen a lot when I was into weed. I guess I possess my stoner spirit even after quitting.